I´ve lost

I never thought I could feel like this about a homepage...
Usually when I get up at 6 in the morning I start my computer before I do anything else. After visiting the bathroom and grabbing a bottle of juice, yes, I´m sitting in front here usually till lunch time and work at DSG.
Today I feel lost. I´ve lost our baby. Two weeks ago we celebrated our first birthday - and how is a baby with one year? It needs a lot of attention - that was the same with our site, there was always something which needed to be done...well...
So right now I´m sitting here and don´t know what to do with me and the site which isn´t online anymore....
Yesterday evening I got the very depressive message from our programmer that someone has attacked OUR site - what I ask: why on earth does someone attack a scrapbooking site? After a couple of hours our server (like the heart of DSG) lost his fight against the attack.
So most probably we can save some data but we also have to start from scratch....that is depressive on the one hand but also gives us the chance for something new.
Well, we´ll see...
I must say I´ve got an amazing team. Lots of the girls offered her help and I cannot say enough how thankful I am for that!!! And also for my business partner and friend Nayyan - who took a deep breath after getting the message and meant to me:
Well - obviously we need to start from scratch - everything happens for a reason...

Yes, most probably and when their is always hope!